Class was chill, I brought a CD player with me to class today with some freestyling beats. Was planning to freestyle during our class break and whatnot. Class as always was great, I carpooled with Jojo today to let my dad study for his tests. As we were walking everyone to their car I see Christine getting into her Lancer, damn ain't that some shittttt she a lil fly girl racer haha oooh wee WORD UP GIRL! Deng I swear that girl is the reason I stay awake in class. I'm not trying to say anything but damn her smile looks so sincere. I see her face and I'm ready for another 4 hrs of class mu h ahaha!! After class the fella's  (Jojo, Brian, Matt, Rich, Marvin and I) chilled at Starbucks. I didn't talk much cause I was thinking Marvin still hated me. I didn't want to spark any drama at the table and be rude you know and plus they were talking about their high school days and I didn't have anything to say about that. Chilling outside of Starbucks in Miramesa seemed hella long mostsly cause I was freezing my ass off and wasn't really conversating much. I had my cell keeping me company though so its coo, played this tight Samurai like game on there. When we all parted which seemed to me like a year of waiting Jojo offered Marvin a ride to kick it with us at In & Out and I was carpooling with Jojo today. I was sorta nervous cause like me and Marvin didn't get along in the past you know and here we are chilling at In & Out. To top it off Jojo went to use the restsroom when we got there so then it was just me and Marvin at the table. We didn't talk at all, few minutes passed and Marvin celled up a friend or something so I called up Osek aka Greg Taylor one of my buddies from my crew. It turned out the FBI raided his place a few days ago for something and instead of being an ass and making them show up with a warrant the next day, he just complied with them and let them take an image/copy of his harddrives. So I talked to him about why he hasn't been around and he told me that he Quit The Scene For Good and that all this happening was the lasts straw. He just gave up on the whole deal of having so much power to being an avg. Joe again. Which is a good thing cause if he didn't, he'd probably end up in jail. To let all of you know Greg Taylor is the BEST or one of the bests atleast at coding and hacking that I've met in my life and that's hard to come by. Later he told me he planned to open a company to track down kids that do Denial Of Service attacks or packeting. That he has nothing to do with blackhat stuff from this day on. Blackhat being the term we use for underground life. It made me think for a minute if I should do the same and just fold my cards but then again I always say that and I always come back 5x's stronger then before. Anyways after I got off the phone with Greg, Marvin was off the phone and so we started talking and he mentioned this accident his aunt got into that's got him really down cause they were close and all you know. She recently passed away and today was the last day for her viewing and burial. He talked about how close he was and I just listened to him and tried to be there for him. I also related to his feelings in a way cause my aunt that was close to me died all of a sudden too like two years ago of a brain aneurism. Jojo got back and we talked a little more about the subject and it was sad cause like I could see Marvin's eyes getting all teary reminiscing about moments he had with his aunt. He mentioned that the thing he treasures the most from her is this red Dragon Ball-Z shirt she got him for his birthday. I wish I had something from my aunt like he did to keep as a remembrance but yeah she's in my heart and that's all I really need. Jojo was my ride home so after all this he dropped me off.

So now I'm home and the only thing I can think of is,"DAMNN I feel fat" lol. I already ate a sandwitch I made earlier before I came to class. Then I went to In & Out and had a meal! arggggg (drools) And my mom was telling me that I just have to try her recipe that she cooked up. It was some kind of chicken dish thing that actually tasted really good! My mom is such a badass cook when she takes her time =x. After gulping the last spoonful of rice on my plate... I went up to my room which I musts add is journey already when you've stuffed yourself to the max walking up the winding steps feels like you're about to give birth to the toilet anytime now. Anyways so I get  to my room and hop on the computer and check out my logs from my crew members right. I see 56 people in my chatroom for my crews private chat server. Which is crazy cause like a month ago I only had 26 people left and I was wondering if the crew was dieing out. We've been together for like how many years now, Since 1996 to 2004!!!! Every now and then the chatroom count drop's cause people have a life now but they always come back to pay their respects? We're like the only crew around that's kept together like this and I'm the guy that put it all together! God if feels so good to see how much they've matured over the years. It's almost like being a father and watching your kids grow up. One of my guys is 65 years old and he use to work for the IRS but retired a few years ago. He lives in a 5 million dollar palace next to the beach in Florida. He also runs his own private investigation firm, It's things like that (that) put a smile to my face when I think about "was it all worth it?... *sighs* but yeah right now I'm thinking I need a girl. I miss being loved and giving love. Having someone there for me  you know... Could life get any lonelier. Well, tomorrows another day...